Eternity X

Pictures of you, pictures of me

2012-01-10T16:11:00.000+08:00

Here are a few photos taken yesterday at Vienna International Buffet :) Well, it's bro's actual 21st today! Enjoy!

Pick yourself up

2012-01-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! It should be bed time now for those who have school tomorrow.

Well, I just came back home after celebrating bro's 21st at United Square's Vienna International Buffet with my family :) In the afternoon, I headed back to school for my O level's results. It's gonna be private, but just so you I wasn't completely happy with my results. It was kind of unexpected but what matters most is that I know I tried my best.

For anyone out there who's feeling the same, or even worse, just remember your future doesn't entirely depends on your results. Don't brood about it anymore but bring the best out of it. Continue striving no matter where you are heading to after this.

I'm gonna turn in now, goodnight guys!
Will update soon <3

Forever more

2012-01-08T12:39:00.000+08:00

Here are just a few recent photos taken during December 2011 :)

Hawaiin pizza from Pastamania with Eugene and Edmus

The outfit and company tee for Dorra

Outside Sakura on Christmas Eve

Ending off with a picture of Alicia and I! Hehe

A brand new year

2012-01-05T19:27:00.000+08:00

Firstly, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone! It's 2012!

Hope all of you enjoyed counting down and had fun celebrating and welcoming the new year with your loved ones ;) Needless to say, Chinese New Year is around the corner! It's the season of receiving red packets and buying new clothes! Haha.

Anyway I just ended my temp job @pepperl+fuchs the end of last month. It's really a good experience, being able to work so well with colleagues that I've never met before, in an environment I'm barely familiar with. Although it was quite tough and stressful at times, it's good to know that I've completed the tasks they assigned :)

Next up will be the release of O level results this upcoming Monday, 9 January.

Stay tuned!

Up to date

2011-12-10T16:58:00.000+08:00

I'm back to this space! Blogging is still a part of my life~

As you know, O levels ended about a month ago. It's time to party! Well, not really. Had been exposed to two different jobs curently, a one-week event promoter at Lot1 and at Suntec City convention hall 403. It's a slimming company named 'Dorra", which is from France. Selling vouchers for 2 slimming sessions @ only $10!! Great deal! If you are interested, I think there are still other road shows at Bishan and Sun Plaza. With that said, another is an admin job at Pepperl+Fuchs. Ever heard that before? That environment is pretty comfortable and everything's fine, with the colleagues being really friendly. Just that, it's kinda boring over there, looking at figures for the entire day.

Here's a sneak-peak on the graduation photos taken in school!

On 4th December, had an advanced birthday celebration with family.

Anyway, I went for a blood test just now, plus ECG. The blood test was really a torture!! Worse still, I have to go back next week for another blood test :(

Signing off,
<3

All good things come to an end

2011-10-25T10:00:00.000+08:00

Haven't been updating this blog for quite some time now. Just back here to tidy up and scrup away some dust. As you all know, it's the O levels English exams yesterday afternoon. Yes, this is it. The day is finally here. No more countdowns, no more time for revision. It's time to compete. Well, life will be really hectic for the next few weeks as I'll be busy preparing for the upcoming exams.

Speaking of which, the school held a graduation ceremony for us on one of the Fridays. Although it's not something grand, but at least. It's the last moment we'll get to enjoy with all the peers and teachers, all carefree and happy, before we finally take the leaving examinations and get out of the school.

So, good luck to all the O level candidates! "The battle's not over until it's over."

X

No more grudges

2011-07-11T18:16:00.000+08:00

It's been almost a month since I updated this space. Well, I have been spending more time on twitter and my hectic lifestyle, taking much time to relax and head out to see the world and spend quality time with family and friends when I can rather than posting here. All in all, my diary is still the best ^^

Well, it's the 2nd week of school for semester 2 now, and everything's going quite smoothly I should say. There's so much more coming over time and I don't know if I can cope well... Nonetheless I'll give it my best shot of course. Tuition's been much of a hassle nowadays and I'm glad that I'm exposing myself to more questions and not being constrained into a typical neighbourhood school, although there are much questions that I can't solve, especially for mathematics. But well, nothing's impossible right? Like maths, life's almost the same, with many elements here and there that you need to put in place, or everything will fall apart. Just one more mistake, and everything will tumble down and go the wrong way.

Speaking of which, I find myself really humorous to say good night to everyone on earth and to God every night, giving thanks for the day, for my life. Many might not find it that funny though, cause it's normal for us to give thanks every single moment, so ya. Alright, although it might be just a simple blessing that God's giving me but can you imagine, what's life without God?

I'm really thankful that life's been getting better and better as time goes by. I don't remember myself nagging and complaining so much about life anymore, neither bearing much grudges but just learning to let it go. No one's wrong in the first place, and feelings sometimes just can't be replaced nor erased. Isn't it?

I find myself writing and scribbling a lot about my own life, but when it comes to compositions, I have nothing much to write and nothing seems interesting nor in place, just out of the topic. Haha. Maybe I can be a journalist in the future ^^ Just saying. Well, shall stop here.

xoxo.
“The greatest advantage of speaking the truth is that you don’t have to remember what you said.”

Food paradise

2011-06-12T12:09:00.000+08:00

Went to United Square with parents on Friday night. Had salmon rice at Pepper Lunch for dinner, then went for a walk around. Dined at Ya Kun Kaya Toast and I had raspberry ice cream with toast, then had Sogurt for dessert. It's a yogurt and it's extremely nice! They count the price by the mass of the yogurt, toppings included! Therefore, the toppings are so light you can add more, haha. But, cause we added like 3 different flavours, namely Red Velvet Cake, Green Apple and Peach Mango, so it costs us $10! But totally worth it, really :)

Yesterday, made salmon, squid and crab meat sushi~ The crab meat is the nicest. And the final product for the squid is really funny, lol.

Well, it's holidays now, HOPE program is officially over, YAY!

xoxo.

Enough said

2011-06-05T12:46:00.000+08:00

Headed out with Jovin, Min and Joseph yesterday afternoon for a "study session". Had ljs for lunch then headed to library but it's packed like hell. Hence, plan failed. Haha. Jovin went to meet her mom for Ajisen while the 3 of us went to Kbox. Room #1, cool! Sang till 6.30pm, then went to pasarmalam and got my hot dog waffle and pink candyfloss ^^ But the candyfloss is totally flat by the time I came back home. Went back to Pending with min, and headed to Eugene's house. Had Hawaiian pizza from Pizza Hut, yay~ The food I've craved for for so long was finally consumed :) Watched the second half of Gnomeo & Juliet which was awesome, and threw away my contact lenses. Headed home then.

Food that day @ Central with dad at mom @ The Manhattan Fish Market.

Dad's

Mum's

Mine

Signing off, xoxo

Roll down my cheeks

2011-06-03T18:30:00.001+08:00

I really have no idea why have things gotten out this way. The person whom I've trusted, shared memories with, had heart to heart talks with, and the person I communicate and look for. Now this person is gone, it's already in the past now. It's never the same anymore. Why had things gotten out this way? What's on demand? What has caused this? I really don't understand. This friendship, always treasured although there were many mistakes, many misunderstandings. I didn't give up. I didn't confront. So why did you? Even if not in person, but behind my back? Stabbing not a few but many knives? Don't tell me you didn't. Don't tell me I still have to believe you now after all these while. It really hurts a lot, you know that? Your phrase, I'm not going to choose. You choose it. It's up to you for now. I have no idea what you're thinking about, what your feelings are. I should have taken her advice and not talk so much to you. But I did, because I still trusted you then, I thought all these will be kept safe like in other people's mouth, but it didn't. It went straight right out of your mouth, to that particular person who's involved. You know how much that hurts? You know what are the emotions that I'm going through? I doubt. You won't understand. Cause this situation is much worse than yours, and you want to ruin it, is it? I don't know what you're doing, what you're up to even. I cared so much, I always approached and took initiative to check to see if you're okay then. Have you forgotten those times? Who's the one helping you to move on from where you were, then? You don't have to be grateful to me. But at least, show some appreciation and not causing much more disputes when it comes to it. Fair?

What If

2011-06-01T19:17:00.001+08:00

Headed to Serangoon Broadway for a shooting session cause of bro's graduation from SP on Sunday. It was a really enjoyable trip as it's my first time going for a professional photo shoot!

Then on Monday, it was the O level Chinese paper. Paper 1 was quite okay and I think I just made it for paper 2. Awaiting for the results, hope it turns out good!

Think twice before you act

& I sort of miss you wherever I am

Look who's talking

2011-05-29T12:35:00.000+08:00

Important people in my life who's left me with lots of sweet and memorable memories. But I guess, some of these people are fading away from my life, slowly... On the other hand, there's others who's building the relationship stronger~

Wednesday night, Eugene cooked up a meal for me after a tiring SYF showcase in school. Spaghetti with crab stick and hot dogs served with tomato sauce for late dinner~ Lovely?

Friday, supposedly last day of school, we got back our report books. 2nd position in class <3 However, it doesn't make any change. I'm not at all proud, lol. These are just marks on paper. Aren't they.

Yesterday afternoon, plan of swimming changed to going to Kbox. Met Minmin in the afternoon and sang till 5pm. Then, walked around Lot1 and got Joseph out too. Headed to plaza as there's nothing to do at Lot1. Went to the arcade and to 603, then home.

Tomorrow's O level Chinese. Wish me good luck and good luck to everyone else sitting for the paper ^^

A best friend should never put the anger and hatred in your eyes

Vindictive

2011-05-24T17:48:00.001+08:00

Headed to Kallang Leisure Park last Saturday to celebrate Yingling's advanced birthday together with Minmin, Bernice, Jasmine, Puvin, Ryan, Ernest, YongChang, Justin and of course, Yingling. Had fun ice-skating with them as it's my first experience and really appreciated their help and in supporting me that I can learn ice-skating by the end of the day. I wanna go there again and practice skating on my own~ Haha. Much thanks to two who held be up and prevented me from falling for the second time anyways :)

It's Mother Tongue O level paper next Monday, 30th May. Good luck everyone and of course to me, whom are taking the paper.

With love.

p.s. If beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so is ugliness

Music Night`11 @ Lasalle

2011-05-20T17:11:00.001+08:00

Just a quick update.

Met up with Yeeru yesterday evening and headed to Lasalle, College of the Arts for Music Night. The performance started around 8pm, and I love the first performance by a cute little boy there <3 From a German school I think? He's super cute although I can't clearly depict his features. Wearing a Western suit at such a young age and so engrossed in playing the piano. Rocks <3 I think his future wife will be very blessed and honored :-) He's damn cute~

Left with 6 other girls during the interval as we didn't wanted to stay on any longer. Headed to Bugis area, both street and junction. Took neoprints with Jacinda, Jovin and Yeeru and we were the last customer at that shop~ Cool! They were actually closing but we somehow barged in. Had macs for supper, then Jacinda's dad drove Jovin and I to pending. Took bus 184 with Eugene then for home and lay flat on the bed until today morning.... and headed to school~

Signing off,

p.s. If you're going to be two-faced at least make one of them pretty.

Marilyn Monroe

Sick

2011-05-18T20:39:00.000+08:00

For the past few days, had been having a head ache and gastric flu, that's what they called it. The head ache was already there last Thursday I think, probably caused by the tedious studying and memorizing of stuffs. Didn't know it would drag till now... And it's getting more serious. The Chinese medicine I took on Monday and Tues had no effect on me, hence visited the polyclinic today morning. Hope the medicines will help cure me and get me well again! Cause even when I'm typing these, my head is aching.

Last Saturday, went to the Singapore Buddhist Lodge for the bursary award. Shook hands with President S.R. Nathan!!! Haha. Cool right. This might be a once in a life time chance! Headed to Liang Court after that and to Clarke Quay with parents. Dined at Central, The Manhattan Fish Market. Had Baked Fish with Chef's greens and spices with rice. Yummmmmy! Had a walk around till night over there. Enjoyed the crowd and it seems like a party night tour. Haha.

Went to Kbox(KHappy) with Sis, Bro and MengGuan on Sunday. Woo~ Enjoyed quite a lot.

Okay, the head ache's striking :( Shall stop here for the time being. Update more next time! Shall work on my fnn now....

Sealed with a heart. xoxo.

HMD

2011-05-08T15:11:00.001+08:00

Just take a gun and shoot me to death.
This is getting more complicated than ever. EVER.
But I know, there's more to come.
I'll persist.
Fyi, to those who doesn't know any actual details or seen any truth, any fact, any scenarios and whats more, true feelings and emotions, please shut up. :)

Happy Mothers' Day to all mothers on Earth, especially my mom. She's a really great mom. An awesome mom. A super mom. A wonderful mom. No words can express how awesome she is. I guess most children will feel the same way to their mom, isn't it? Especially growing up teens like myself. It's such a wonderful thing. Just think, who's the person who gave you this life? Who's the one you should be thankful for for giving birth to you, supplying you with all your needs and most of your wants from the day you were born, till now even. 世上只有媽媽好 <3

She causes pain, maximal or minimal

2011-05-07T18:27:00.000+08:00

It was Bernice's and Alvin's birthday yesterday. :)

Headed out with Alvin, Min, WeiXuan and WaiKian after the SS exam in the morning. Sadly, Bernice was unable to join us :( Went to The Cathay, bought movie tickets for Thor and walked round and round finding for lunch, no, food to be exact. We were around 10 minutes late for the movie, and almost everyone was freezing inside the theater. Luckily I have my whipped potato from 7-11 to keep me warm for what seemed like 30 minutes! So the next time I watch a movie, I know what to bring in, haha :B

It was a really awesome movie with all the sound effects and stuffs. I cried when Thor teared because his father "died" and when his dad recognizes him as a son again. It was really touching :( Ok, enough of my personal views. Haha. Liked the part whereby there were lots of people awaiting for the preview of the continued of Thor. I wanna watch it! Seems really interesting :)

They actually wanted to watch Fast & Furious 5 but change of plan. Didn't really wanted to catch it in the first place :) So headed to Far East Plaza instead, in search of STAGE for the birthday boy :) Then had a walk down Orchard Road and that's when Min & I were complaining a lot because our legs were really tired. Especially min who was wearing heels. Finally reached Wisma Atria and had dinner at Food Republic, fried prawn mee and longan drink! ;) First time I'm peeling prawns with my hands in front of three boys at a food court, hahah. I never ever did that in public before.

Well, headed back home via bus 700A after that. The bus uncle really pissed me off, oh my. I saw him twice a day, meaning I board the bus twice and it was the same uncle. How unlucky. Blame it on my forgetfulness of not bringing my ez link card :(

Oh anyway, it's mother's day tomorrow! But dad won't be able to take us out cause he's at Malaysia since Tuesday and will be coming back only tomorrow night/mid night :( And well, I have this feeling the person who messaged me asking me what exams I'm having next week, is not my dad. Why? I want him back quick, asap!! I need to let him know the truth about this teacher calling him saying I was not in school on Thurs....

Election day today, nobody our age are seemed to be excited or curious about it I guess.. Haha.

Well, seems like everything are becoming back to normal. No more unusual things happening and such, but why, it's like 'm still really disturbed, can't forget the causes the hurt the pain the sufferings the bitchiness. Time can heal? I doubt so. This won't probably stop..

With love, Aiyin <3

Never the same

2011-05-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

So many things are happening. They're devastating, troubling, agitating and, irritating. But, hold on. Look, I'm still here, still around, surviving, moving on and living my everyday to the fullest <3 Bringing my faith along with me through it all.

It doesn't really matter anymore, I know it won't make any difference at all, even when I don't get to the bottom of this. I don't really want to care, it's well, depressing for me. To know of such stuffs happening, since god knows when. Commencing on a typical Saturday. Thoughts were running wild, things were getting out of hand. I felt, lots of mixed feelings and emotions. There might be different possibilities, different scenarios, I don't know, or they might even be well planned beforehand. Pursuing about this, won't make a change.

Just on and on and on, like the ferries wheel, like a train on the track. Moving, strolling, pausing and stopping at different stations and places, until it finally reaches its destination.

Don't stop, keep up with your actions. If you may. I'll wait, until that day, when this spell breaks, and when you know the truth and fucking regret. Maybe all your life. You can run, but you can never hide. Think twice. Thrice.

As for you, better take opportunities in all different areas. I'm not the me before anymore, I myself feel a change and I think it's in a good way. For your actions, bear all consequences. Learn when to stop and prevent yourself from crossing the line.

People whom have seen my other side, how I critisize, how I go bonkers and all fed up, how I feel all low and depressed, how I would feel on cloud nine. I know of whom who'd accepted, I've found them. Regardless of my true self/other self which I don't present before normals. But I know the limits. I won't think twice about, that.

Lots of love, Aiyin.

Differences

2011-04-30T11:54:00.000+08:00

Finally back to this space...

Well, Speech Day on April 15th is over!! Had tons of fun on that night, it's really awesome! Finally, all the secondary fours of every CCA are gonna step down~ Remember all the times we had together? Can't have them anymore :( Surely will miss all the teachers and juniors and come back for a visit next time! All of us learned so much through the four years... Now's the time we have to study and prepare for O's and N's! I bet our juniors will do us proud in the next SYF!

Sports Day @ Gombak stadium, April 21st, is over too. Ran 4x100m race with Min2, Bernice Lee and Athirah. Yeah, at least we did our best on that day right? :) After Sports event, went to the gym right beside it with Min2, Alvin and WeiXuan. Yey, we four are so sporty right! Haha. Ran for 17 minutes straight on the machine, first time, woo. Shall try hitting 20 minutes next time round!

Good Friday, went to parent's cell group @ block 525. There were many grandsons there, they were really cute! One is named Ian, one is Jovan. Ian more shy, Jovan look more ang moh like, haha. Watched a video about a story on this girl who hung herself at the garden with a rope. She went blind. But after lots and lots of prayers, she regained her eyesight and is a teen now! Wow. Easter Day, headed to church alone cause Sis and her boyf went together. Sitting alone rocks but somehow it's weird without any company. Love all the worship songs, it's been so long since I stepped into church.

Well, mid year have started this Thursday. Done with English and Chinese papers. Woo. Hope I did well for Chinese cause it's really difficult, everyone says so. Alright, I need to mug this week and the next!

Nevertheless, I don't know and have no idea why are things changing so quickly now. Is that fate? Or destiny? Or is that just our choice? I don't know. It's like rapid change and I have no idea what I'm doing. Strangers to friends to siblings to lovers to friends to strangers to enemies to friends and what, lovers again? It's confusing..

With love.

Put a smile on your face

2011-04-08T18:33:00.000+08:00

It's been nearly a month since I last updated this space. Let me just briefly summarize the days that have passed by..

Most importantly, International Dance got a SILVER for SYF!
Although many were unhappy with the results including myself, because of all the hard work and effort that we've put in and we didn't achieve our goal of the Gold award, I'm still proud of this result. At least everybody gave their best in the dance <3 30032011, always remembered. Excited to perform in school for Speech Day! Might be my last performance in school...

Secondly, I've been having some problems or misunderstandings with this girl in my school I guess. Hmm actually it wasn't really considered a problem. It was just a reflection of the issue back at me. Well, if that's what she wants then so be it, I won't bother that much. Since the start I didn't make a big fuss out of you, ha. However just look at reality, look at how she's being treated literally and look at all the facts before judging me alright :) At least I faced you with a smile and didn't name you or called you a "somebody" like you did. Gah. Ouch. You're rude! I have nothing to say about you.

Moreover, I'm visiting this clinic every once in a while starting last month for Chinese medicine. It was for hmm, how should I put it, strengthening my inner body and health? I'm not sure. Just treating the abnormal things inside my body I guess, ha ha. Well, the medicine as in tablets were okay, just that I need to take 8 pills at once. The syrup on the other hand, stinks. :( Real badly.

Anyway, I've been to the National Library on one of the Sunday/Saturday(I've forgotten) during March to watch a live drama entitled "I Love A-Ai" (我爱阿爱) with my parents and my bro. It was really a good drama and I was shedding tears throughout the play. It was really heart-wrenching and heart-warming at the same time, with many scenarios where you can picture in reality. It's really nice! rated 9/10 :) Recommended to catch it. It's stopped showing on April 3 unfortunately..

Red Riding Hood

2011-03-19T11:27:00.000+08:00

Caught Red Riding Hood yesterday with Bernice, Jasmine and Minmin. We were late for the 5.15pm show, hence watched the 7.20pm one. Max Irons and Shiloh Fernandez is so hot and handsome!!!

Featuring Max Irons....
He's 25. A model for Burberry and Mango I think. Handsome~

Featuring Shiloh Fernandez.....
Not as handsome, I like Max Irons better!

Hehehh.

Dance practices have come to an end. It's time for me to start doing my holiday homework since I haven't started on any!

Good bye~

Taken at VivoCity

2011-03-16T20:44:00.000+08:00

Sentosa "Class" Outing

2011-03-15T19:52:00.000+08:00

Headed to Sentosa yesterday afternoon after having dance in school from 9am to 1pm. Met them at BPP, had our lunch at KFC, then went there via 963. It was a long ride and many were dozing asleep. Those who turned up for 4E2 were Minmin, Bernice, Saifudeen, Darrel, Mustaqim and Jenica. Harith and Amani came later. Others who were there were Cammy, Diyanah, Zaki, Fatullah and Khalid.

Went to Palawan beach. It was drizzling when we reached there. Luckily, the rain stopped after a while. We played frisbee and volleyball there. Then, we buried Darrel in the sand~ Haha. Played with the sea water as well. After that, we went to the LUGE and the guys had a ride. We sat down and waited for them.

VivoCity was our next stop. Went to Candy Empire, then to Banquet and had our dinner. I had Chicken with Pepper Sauce for $4.80. Cheap and good!

Headed for BPP after wards and went back home.

Alright, it's the end of Term 1. I scored well this time round. Got 3/24 position in class, and amazingly my English Language was the 1st in class, as well as my Combined Humanities. Haha. Well, I have to spent all of my week days this week at school for dance training. As well as extra lessons of Sciences like today and also for FnN coursework. I wonder why the guard's so strict. We can't go in to school with our slippers.

Alright, I'm off for my dinner.

Signing off, <3

5th March, fantastic

2011-03-06T11:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, 5th March, woke up at 8am and dad drove me to school for Chemistry lesson. I remembered setting my alarm to 7.15 the night before, but in the end I realised it was P.M and not A.M. Argh. So I was late for 30 minutes or so. There were only half the class present, and Min and I were the only two girls. Pathetic.

After lesson at 10am, headed to BPP with Min, Hongkai, Gordon, Darrel and HowMun. Had LJS breakfast - Big Fish. Awesome. Then headed to the library to borrow some books and to Daiso. Took the bus to Pending and waited for Jac's dad to arrive and drive me to school.

Dance training from 1230-1600pm. Then went to BPP again with Diong for bubbletea, and headed to her house for awhile. Her cousins were there and Junjie is super cute~ So chubby. Went off around 0630 to 215 and had dinner there with lots of others. Went back home.

SYF rehearsal @ UCC

2011-03-03T20:54:00.001+08:00

SYF dance rehearsal today @ UCC after school hours. It was awesome and exciting~ Teachers said that for now we've already clinched a Silver at least. So our aim's still GOLD. G-O-L-D. The actual SYF performance is less than a month away. On 28th March I suppose. Oh my, it's really near. Working hard~

Well, during April, we can finally rest~

Some photos taken there and after dance practice below~ Grabbed from facebook. More on facebook.

Wrap it up

2011-02-27T12:04:00.001+08:00

Bro's dance performance @ SP on 28th January.
Featuring Strictly Dance Zone, Waves 15

Cross country on Friday, 25th February @ Chinese Garden. Race of friendship together with Jovin Diong~

Back in school...

MinMin, Aiyin(Me), WeiXuan

Taken on Chinese New Year celebration in school. Location: Classroom 4E2

Lots of things happened within this... short period of time. Had been really busy with school stuff, extra lessons, dance practices and tuition that I barely got the time to spend, enjoy or relax by myself or with friends like previously. Well, it's like there were lots of events, memories and happy moments, but if you ask me to say them all out and describe, I'll come to a stop and tell you I can't remember anything that clearly.

Heaving a sigh of relief, I'm kind of glad that tuition on every Saturdays will be coming to a pause starting next week, and resuming only after April because I can't put all my attention listening and absorbing all the knowledge after tremendous "exercise"(dance). Therefore, there's only tuition on every Fridays.

Ending off with this photo taken on Chinese New Year(paternal side) ps. Spot me!

Sentosa Flowers 2011

2011-02-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

After school on Monday, headed home to change, then went to Thomson Plaza with dad and mom for lunch. Had mee siam at this Nyonya stall there. Then headed to Sentosa. Had a hard time searching for the place and for the parking lots cause the car park is full and we have to go to the beach car park.

It's the year of the rabbit, as you know. Thus all the flowers were being made into different sizes and colours of rabbits here and there. There wasn't much flowers this year however, as compared to previous years that I had went before. Maybe it's because of the casino and the Universal Studio?

Well, took some pictures there, with me taking the scenery and dad helping to take pictures of me. After walking for hours, we settled ourselves down at KFC and had dinner. Then, went to watch the Crane Dance which was super duper nice~ So extraordinary.

Here are the pictures.

Chinese New Year 2011

2011-02-06T12:32:00.003+08:00

Let me post briefly about my three days of Chinese New Year...

On the first day, headed out in the morning to 3rd uncle's place - paternal side. Had buffet there and took some photos. Nobody really dressed up nicely this year which I don't know why. Well, after that, we went to maternal side, grandma's place and stayed till late night. Had dinner there which grandma cooked as usual. Then went back home.

Second day, went to Ms Goh's house together with lots of people namely Jacinda, Yingling, Sabrina, Ruifen, Ernest, YongChang, Baoxiang and many others. We were the first to arrive, which is around 10.30am. Had Hawaiian pizzas! Yummy! Many people came and went, and we were the last to leave her place! Her nephew's cute anyway. Well, went to Keith's house after that, where Ryan, Justin and Harvin were as well. They played poker cards. Left after awhile and headed to Jacinda's place. Had another session of pizza eating there, as well as KFC. Left her house around 6pm with Yeeru, Ernest and Baoxiang. Trained all the way to Potong Pasir mrt alone, like a lonely. Then uncle came and drove me to his place. Played wii, and mah jong. I won 20cents, haha. Then went back home in the night.

Third day, headed to cck and met Minmin first and had my breakfast at Mos Burger! Fish burger~ Then went to mrt station and met up with Pan Jing. The three of us headed to Bedok mrt station, bought some food, then headed to the KTV lounge at I don't know where. Sang from 1.30pm to 4.30pm~ Then went to Bugis with Minmin while PanJing went home with her bf. Bought a pair of slippers and two earrings there. Ate Mocha Chips ice cream outside Bugis Junction, then went back to bpp. Saw Baoxiang, Yeeru and others at Mac. Stayed for awhile, then went back home.

There. How I spent my CNY. :)

Picture time~

Reunion dinner on 23rd Jan. (Maternal side)

First day of CNY

2nd day. Ms Goh's, Keith's and Jacinda's house.

Manicure by myself

Dolly-like shoe~

3rd day - at Bugis

Lens

2011-01-28T17:50:00.000+08:00

I've gotten my brown EOS lens and purple GEO lens on Tuesday and Thursday! I'm a happy girl~ However the purple doesn't look very convincing. It looks like black/dark brown after I wear it.

Alright preparatory exams are over today! Time to party for Chinese New Year! :D

Pictures sums it up

2011-01-22T20:03:00.000+08:00

I like this picture~

Before

After

End of 3rd week

2011-01-21T18:25:00.000+08:00

Wow! Today marks the end of the 3rd week for school! Everything's have been going, I'd say, quite smoothly actually. Mom gotten me and tuition teacher from Hwa Chong Institute for E-Math and Combined Sciences. He's good, patient, and keeps explaining to me. He just left around 2 hours ago for my 2nd session of tuition.

Well, dance practices have increased to 2 times per week, Tuesday and Wednesday. By next month or so, it will be 3 times per week including Saturdays! I have a really busy and tight schedule now.. Will be performing in school for the Chinese New Year celebration as well, and that is why there will also be dance practice tomorrow and for the following Saturday I suppose.

Preparatory exams are coming up next week, for the whole of next week. And I don't know if I have the time to study at all since AIPs and dance practices will resume after lessons.. Nonetheless I hope I will do well for it! Good luck to myself and everyone out there~

There won't be much time for me to watch the television or even touch the computer unless for weekends.. That is why I have been writing my journal every now and then or perhaps, almost everyday, so everything, part and parcel and bits and pieces of my life are being recorded down :)

Summing up, this year is really a busy year. Ha ha.
And I miss you. Xoxo.

Signing off with love...

First day of school

2011-01-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

Gotten my hair cut yesterday.

First day of school today. One word to describe it? Awesome. Seriously, today will be the more relaxed day as compared to the following days, weeks, and months. Every teacher that came to class were stressing on O levels, N levels, blah blah blah, starting from the talk by Ms Roz in the morning. Gosh.

Well, same classroom as previous year and for 4 years I'm stuck under the bottom level of the school, ha. None of them changed their sitting arrangement, except for min and I, we seated at the back. But too bad she can't see, so maybe might be changing seats again. Tell me how boring can it be to sit at the corner and front of the classroom again?

Well, I was basically a santa claus today, giving out Christmas presents, ha. Start of dance practices tomorrow, so fast. And having several visits to polytechnic and others in the coming week!

Wants

2011-01-03T00:45:00.002+08:00

Was browsing through gmarket and saw lots of things that I wanna buy. Here are a few. Oh my god. So nice~

Start of a brand new year

2011-01-02T00:08:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 2011

Just came back home from Toa Payoh, Singapore Federation of Chinese Clan Assiociation for Putee Dian's first year anniversary. It was really crowded with lots of people and it's the first time ever I saw something like this, except for those opening ceremony of shops etc. Headed there together with YeeRu and we reached there real early, like around 5.30pm. Waited for it to start and our ear drums were booming cause the drumming was really loud. Around 7pm, headed in to the hall and started the show. Ate a little there. Lion dance performance, then dragons, and birds? Went back home with Yeeru, her mom and uncle.

2011 resolution

2010-12-31T18:02:00.000+08:00

Today's the last day of 2010. 2011 is arriving in a few hours time, less than 6 hours. 2011's quite a bad year for me, with so many things happening regarding relationships, friendships, and even studies.. Third party, lies, messages on facebook and such? It was really a tough year, especially in the third-quarter, which is around September. Everything started crashing down then, with studies failing really badly whereby results were dropping and conduct was bad. Late for class, fringe not up, skirt too short. These things. And even friendship problems and betrayal. The hardest thing was trying to forget the thing or incident that I saw with my very own eyes. Even till now, I can still remember clearly that scene. Two person know about this.

Well, for 2011, I'm gonna be a young adult. A 16 year old. Gonna sit for O levels, which is the major thing of the year I don't even know if I can cope. I have to start afresh and do the thing best for my future. Really need to study hard and clarify any doubts with teachers now.. It's not easy.

Hello Stranger

2010-12-30T14:27:00.000+08:00

Watched "Hello Stranger" yesterday afternoon with botak Eugene at Jurong Point, 2.30pm show. Finally caught this show after so long of waiting! Since my birthday I guess. Really nice show, highly recommended even though it's a Thai show and in Thai language, but it's really easy to understand since there's subtitles.

Here's the trailer.

Well, I'm off for lunch now! It's the last day of the year tomorrow! 31st Dec!

Pinky

2010-12-28T15:45:00.002+08:00

Thanks for this opporunity. <3

27th.

2010-12-27T19:04:00.000+08:00

This song, remember? You sang it to me before.
Supposedly 1 year anniversary. But it didn't happen, dream didn't came true. All the messages, the facebook quotes and statuses and blog post. Somehow I regretted? The feeling's still there like obviously and all the memories as well. Alicia has always been there to hear my stories and memories about you and the places we went to, together. Shared so many things with her she's like the person who knows what I'm doing all the time. Whether crying, sad, or sobbing or whatever. She knows it. Not forgetting min as well, and some others like Jovin and Jac the fatties, who is there no matter what. There's so many tasks and things that are left uncompleted. I only want to accomplish them together with you, not others. Things like watching the latest Harry Potter together which you requested, I turned the opportunity down. Like going to Jurong Point together and catch the Yoshi for you at the machine, we didn't went. Like celebrating together today? And giving each other presents? No. Like going to Paris together with you which is one of my dream, no way, it's not going to happen now anyway. I still wanna see you perform, lion dance. I still wanna see you do so many things like going to a poly or sec 5. I wanna see you work hard and I wanna see you go reporting every Tuesday and Thursday. We might go together. Cause it's gonna end soon, during January right? That's what you told me. And we could work hard together, for this sec 4 period next year which is arriving in a few days time. What happened? What exactly happened? Who's in the wrong? Me. All me. My fault. My fault..

Yi Ran Shi Peng You

2010-12-26T19:51:00.000+08:00

Song that I sang together with my sis when I'm still studying in primary school. Really nice song! <3
"Yi Ran Shi Peng You" by Yu Heng.

Stayed at home for the whole day, and missed the last service of the year. Well, tomorrow's the last week of the month and also the last week of the year! Really gotta enjoy every moment and make full use of the time cause the nightmare only begins next year! Must really work hard hard hard this time round. O'levels, here I come!

Continuing persevering, you can do it! :)

Merry Christmas 2010!

2010-12-25T23:26:00.004+08:00

Take care, be happy, be brave, jia you, study hard.

The answer to your question? Obviously not..

Headed out with Alicia on Christmas eve to Bugis Street. Bought some stuff and took neoprint together. It's really nice, cause the machine is new. I love the glittery and shiny icons that we can put up for decorations of the neoprint. Went back home in the night after buying my dinner back and had Christmas log cake and turkey for supper!

On Christmas day, which is today, or just now rather, strolled around Bugis area again together with Bernice and Minmin. Didn't bought any stuff there cause I'm broke with only $10. Only bought this PomPom Purin pen together with the two of them for school next year. Had MOS burger for our late lunch, fish burger~ Took photos at this hotel, Hotel Inter-Continental Singapore I guess.

Around the evening, Bernice went back home first while Minmin and I headed to Orchard Road for a walk. Saw the Yogi Bear in Plaza Sing for a meet-and-greet session at Plaza Sing. Then went back home in the night~

Lastly, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

Tooth extraction on 18th

2010-12-19T20:02:00.000+08:00

Cooked or sort of grilled this dory fish branded "Fish & Co." on Friday night for dinner. It's yummy and it's cheap, bought from Fairprice.

Then on Saturday, headed to Woodlands polyclinic for dental appointment. Had another round of x-ray taken there again to ensure the circumstance of the tooth and the wisdom tooth that's gonna grow out soon, then had my molar tooth extraction. The dental surgeon injected three numbing injections before extracting it. And for around 4 hours I couldn't utter a proper word and can't eat properly cause almost the half of my mouth and my chin is numb.

I bought a new wallet too.

Not gonna change

2010-12-16T22:02:00.002+08:00

One and only 15th birthday

2010-12-07T16:16:00.000+08:00

My 15th birthday yesterday was a blast! Thanks firstly to my family, who celebrated together with me at Jack's place, for all the support, the money spent, the prayers, the five words, everything. Secondly, to those who went to vivo yesterday even if it's just for being there and so on... You guys should know what I'm talking about :)

It was a memorable birthday for me, even though it wasn't a really perfect one but it sure was one filled with excitement, laughter, and I felt really blessed to have everyone there for me when my mood was swinging really quickly during the afternoon and was feeling mixed emotions too....

December, the happy merry month!

2010-12-04T16:43:00.003+08:00

30th December, Tuesday, headed out with Alicia to Bugis street and Peninsula and City hall. Didn't have enough money with me to buy school bag hence walked around and only bought Storz chocolates from "The Cocoa Tree" and gave one to Eugene, the penguin one. Alicia bought one from Sorini after much persuading by me. She's such a difficult-to-handle "customer"! Anyway, I seriously love that shop, there's tons of chocolates for you to choose; from Hershey's, Cadbury, M&Ms, KinderBueno.... you name it!

Somehow spring cleaned my cardboard last Wednesday, 1st December as I didn't went out. Found lots of useless and childish stuffs that I bought during my primary school years. Even primary6's files, ha ha. And even toys. From that, you can know when's the last time I even cleared my stuffs. That's ages ago. However it's still full of books and rubbish though. Well, look at what I've found. Sunglasses I wore when I'm a child! Ha ha. I can still fit into it~

2nd December, went to Jurong point with Alicia. Shopped around, looked for bags and contact lens. Bought some stuff back. Dad and Mom also went for church camp @ WMCA I guess. But now they've just reached home :)

I did this out of boredom.

And this is the pasta bought from 7-Eleven(it's a store and more~). $3.80, worth it. Delicious~

iNails, anyone? Nails so funky, you won't ever want to chew on them again

2010-12-01T00:05:00.003+08:00

Check it out here! > iNails, anyone? Nails so funky, you won'tever want to chew on them again

These days

2010-11-29T15:32:00.001+08:00

Right, so all those dance classes and the performance or rather musical titled "Chanel" is over. Time to enjoy, yeah. Had MADS's barbecue on the 23rd, last Tues. Not many people came and some left really early. But overall it was filled with tons of food, and was fun, except that there were MOUSE and lizards that caused a lot of screaming from us. There we saw this parrot, colourful parrot which is a pet for an uncle. It was really obedient, sitting down on the bench by itself and "harassed" by little children but it didn't move an inch. How cool.

Then on Friday, headed to Jurong Point with min. There, we met Eugene and Ernest and they were late! But it was okay. Watched Rapunzel 3D together, 1.50pm. Then after the show, separated ways with the two boys and went shopping on our own. Had ljs for dinner and the two of them popped up from nowhere. Then, we headed back by 187 and I hereby say again, I am not going to board any 187 to and fro jurong point and panjang area cause the journey is superb long and I was feeling really drowsy and felt like vomiting.

Yesterday, headed to church for service. After service, it was raining heavily like the week before. This time round sis and I didn't call a cab cause mom and dad was in church too. So we waited for the rain to stop and went to Yewtee point for late lunch. Had spaghetti & jellies~

Alright, I'm starting to decorate my wall with pictures that I've printed out. It's still not done, yet. Speaking of which, it's just one more week left!

Thank you for the cross Lord

2010-11-22T20:00:00.001+08:00

FREe! concert

2010-11-18T22:43:00.001+08:00

Back home from FREe! concert at Alliance Francaise. Another long day/actual day tomorrow at the same place for the graduating people.

Headed to lot one yesterday with mom. At the pasar malam, we both played a round of game which costs $3. It's really fun! Got a dolphin air-pumped plushie for the game.

Having my dinner now, tom yam maggie mee. Yummy! I'm so hungry. My stomach's growling.

Hectic

2010-11-15T19:31:00.001+08:00

Alicia had left for Malaysia this morning and will be back only after three weeks. Till then, I'll absolutely miss her!

Have been practicing and rehearsing these two weeks for the upcoming concert/musical which is going to be held this coming Thursday and Friday at Alliance Francaise? It was tedious, but after all fun. Fortunately, after this week, it will be the actual start of my year end holidays which some are already enjoying.

There's a whole list of things that I yearn for, things that I want to buy. Especially a new school bag and some shirts or blouses. Not forgetting shoes/heels!

Just so you know, I'm still waiting for this.

Lethargic

2010-11-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

Starting this post with the picture on top. Do you know what it is? It's Megamind, when it's still a baby and the weird looking creature he's got his hands on is sort of his companion. Just look at Megamind's innocent face! Really, really cute show with some funny parts. Caught it at Jurong Point last Saturday with Minmin. It's been a long time since the both of us went out together, only the two of us. Hence it was really fun. However, I wasn't feeling really good that day, which eventually spoiled my mood at first cause I kept on complaining. We headed to bpp in the evening and had Glacious for our dinner~

Well, I've headed back to church(CEFC) for the past two Sundays together with my sister and guess what, I think I'll still be attending for the following weeks. It was really enjoyable and God can really fill the emptiness inside my heart. I realised that sometimes, in life, we just have to go with the flow, open up our ears, eyes and heart, to the surroundings, to everything, actually.. AND, most importantly, never run away, never give up, never stop trying! Just face the music.

Getting my new spectacles tomorrow or maybe on Thursday, it's purple in colour! And such a coincidence, in a rather odd way, my new polycarbonate bottle is purple in colour too!

Ending with a quote: so near yet so far.

It's been just a few days, but it seemed like eternity

2010-11-02T17:18:00.002+08:00

After the dance practice yesterday, headed to Suntec City with parents for "Discoveries 2010". It was the first night which is the opening night. The speaker was Mark Finley, with an accent that makes it kind of difficult for me to understand the whole talk. But the slide show really helped much, and some discoveries were really fascinating. The phrase that I can remember most vividly was, "the word of the God lasts forever". This is the phrase that keeps on repeating and repeating in my mind.

The talk will still be ongoing for 10 days~ http://discoveries10.com/

Last Thursday, the last day of school. Gotten back my report book, and this time round the comments at the bottom were the longest!~

Last Friday, headed to Greenridge for breakfast with mom(Kaya toast, scrambled eggs and ham). After that, headed to bpp and bought some stuffs. In the night, had dinner with Eugene @ greenridge's kfc.

Last Saturday, headed to bpp(again) for window shopping.

Last Sunday, went to church with sister and Meng Guan for the English service. Then headed to bpp(again again) in the night for dinner.

2010-11-02T12:27:00.001+08:00

For now, all those quotes like "I love it when I see you.. you brighten up my day"(yes, it's quoted from facebook's likes) really makes my mind go round and round. Yes, that's kind of true, but on the other side, there's this little, I shall call it "worm", in my mind, in my stomach, that makes everything so damn confusing and really makes my stomach clench tight every time I see you.

Other than that, the things that other people said which aren't about me, aren't about anybody, that is just said for fun, makes my mind run wild too. No I'm not paranoid, it's just that I've been through that before. Yes, maybe I can't interpret properly, maybe I don't get the joke. But you know what, it's just... nothing feels right.

History repeating itself

2010-10-28T19:18:00.005+08:00

Even your own "brother" told me that himself. So tell me, how can I not believe? How can I stop thinking about all these? More and more obstacles coming my way, our way. I don't know how long more can I persevere. As strong as I can be, I'm still a girl, a human being. I've been through so much, we've been through so much together. Kind of solved many many mysteries and got to know each other better. Don't you agree? Yes, I've became stronger, braver, more courageous, and being able to speak up for myself unlike before. This is good, isn't it? But, the problem's still there. It's still not solved yet, do you know? There's so many things left unsaid, so many things that cannot be expressed by words. I really don't have the courage to tell you. Sometimes, I feel that all this while has been a lie, just a fairytale planned by someone, planned by you maybe. The author, the author of this whole story. The director, director of the whole role play. Every single time I reminiscence, things were never spoken, mistakes were made time and again, promises were broken. Even all the promises that I made to myself, to never do this, to never do that. Because of you, I broke my own promise. I can't stay on much longer. "History repeating itself". I know this has been the line I'm always using and you might get sick and tired, but seriously, don't you think so? Tell me boy, tell me how to carry on.

Some pictures took at HortPark. More on facebook. (http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=246838&id=784859143, http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=249827&id=550609488 )

HortPark

2010-10-27T20:41:00.001+08:00

1) Doodling in class (doraemon)
2&3) Peach yoghurt with marshmallow from Glacious
4) Strawberry cake from Toast Box
5) Breakfast for Eugene <3

Cooked breakfast consisting of egg, hot dogs and crab meat(as you can see from the above picture) for Eugene today morning. Went to HortPark with the school today, where 3E1 and 3E2 combined. It wasn't as boring as everyone thought it would be. We had both the briefing and break for about 30 minutes before heading there. Walked a distance and arrived at a shelter where we had our early lunch @ 10am.

Walked and finally reached our destination. Split into groups of 4 and wandered around the place. Took quite a lot of photos too. There's a time where we reached a play ground and started fooling around with the guys as well. Had tasks and headed back to school in the afternoon. Overall, I really enjoyed this trip! Pictures of it will be uploaded in the next post.

Lots of activities and programmes are coming right up now. I'll be really tired, busy and totally worn out I guess. Basically dance practices, head start and IRP for maths. I have no idea why I need to go for the IRP when I didn't fail maths. Well, if I'm correct then, it's because my marks really dropped for this subject.

Till then.
<3, today's the 10th month.

Some pictures took over the past two weeks.

Masks

2010-10-24T17:43:00.000+08:00

Now, all these trust is gone. Let me ask, who's to blame? Who's fault is it? Yours? Mine? I have no idea. I've been through a lot, learned a lot and had lots of experiences many others might not have before. Bad influences, images, everything. I've seen many masks from other people, those who can act so well like life is just a drama or a role play instead. Those that put on so many fake masks that by the end of the day, they themselves don't even know their own identity anymore. I guess this is part and parcel of life, and everyone have their own masks. Everybody have their own role to play in life, everybody deserved it.

Put down all the hatred.

2010-10-22T19:35:00.000+08:00

Time bomb

2010-10-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

Had mac's hotcakes meal for breakfast today with Yeeru at bpp before heading to school since it's a Wednesday. Got back all my 6 subject papers during today and yesterday and I'm happy with my combined science marks as well as fnn marks cause it really improved a lot. This shows I've not wasted all those days and nights copying down important notes and memorizing them all the while. On the other hand, I'm not really contented nor satisfied with my English and maths marks which I can score higher in. Hopefully the overall marks for English language will increase. Ms Goh's been questioning me since term 3 about the subsequent failing for tests and the lousy marks I've gotten. Well, I don't have the answer to that question..

Adding on, school life is going to be tedious starting from today. Dance practices for the SYF next year has resumed and will be conducted all the while throughout holidays for Mondays and Wednesdays, a few hours per training session. What's more, there will be headstart programs in the morning as well to prepare us for O's next year. Well, I don't know if I can cope at all, neither will I be able to really enjoy my holidays unless all these are over.

All these, results in mood swings. I've noticed that my anger is boiling extremely easily now, and I can't seem to control my emotions that well anymore. For all those that have made me suffered and angered me, I can remember their faces and they're really hard to be erased from my mind. What's up with me these days?

Thompson plaza

2010-10-19T18:16:00.003+08:00

More photos taken on the 15th of October:

On Sunday, went to Thompson plaza with parents and brother. Had chicken chop rice at Kopitiam, then went walking around and dined at Ya Kun Kaya Toast. Headed for some goods, then I did this for $7. Another one added to my collection~

After which we bought muffins and rum balls at Han's, then we proceeded to Toa Payoh's library.

On yesterday, headed to Eugene's house for about an hour or so, then went to Far East plaza and met up with Alicia. Bought a dress, tops from cotton on and a ring which resembles the one someone bought too. Went to Bugis after wards and got this Salvanian family toy for $3. Extremely cute!!

Headed home, and went for dinner with Alicia again at Fajar macs.

Speaking of today, it wasn't good, really. So many things happened and there I was, showing my attitude to every single person there and screaming or shouting or rolling my eyeballs at them. But then, who's the one who provoked me first?

The Child's Eye

2010-10-16T16:35:00.001+08:00

After the last EOY paper yesterday which is Chemistry, had my breakfast cum lunch at school, then headed to Minmin's house. Helped her with her camp bag and choosing of outfit for the later part of the day. Rushed home and got prepared, then the both of us cabbed to lot and met Ernest, Ryan and Hongkai.

Actually wanted to go for Kbox, but there wasn't any rooms left unless we wait till 5pm, and Ryan didn't bought enough cash as well. So we headed back. Ryan left after a while, then we decided to watch "The Child's Eye". Nice show, with some scary parts but overall it's kind of funny.

Went to play ground, then went to arcade after that. Headed back to panjang in the night for dinner at ljs. Saw Huihui, Yanyan and Yanyan's boyfriend, and he sent me home, thanks.

Malaysia(Kukok)

2010-10-14T15:44:00.000+08:00

Here's on the trip to Malaysia on 9th October.

Woke up early in the morning at 6am, prepared, went over to church at 6.30am. Got our attendance marked and took the tag/sticker, categorizing us into different buses. The bus arrived and off we went to Malaysia. Had our breakfast at one of the coffee houses there, and mine was noodles.

After the 40 minutes allocation time, we board the bus again and went over to the main destination of the whole trip, Kukok. It's a place that's build on water, and there you can see the muddy water flowing floating on the sidewalk and in between houses. There are boat rides which we went on, and it's like a view from those tv shows, showing the kampong and the people there fishing and living on the waters, living on the fishes they reared and trading with each other.

You require balancing when you're there cause just a trip will land you in the waters, drenched from head to toes, dirty and stinky. What's more, there might all sorts of fishes or sea creatures in there! Headed back to shore via the boat, and had a 2 hour bus ride to Jusco, a shopping centre that resembles Singapore's malls like Suntec city for example.

After shopping, went back to Singapore and home sweet home!

The next day, went to Lot one's library with min and studied for social studies. Here are some photos which we took at the same play ground last year.. Remember?

FnN practical (cooking) exam

2010-10-08T19:27:00.002+08:00

Here are the pictures for my fnn practical exam on September 28. The main dish was fried rice with hot dog, crab meat, chicken breast meat and mixed peas. The side dish consisted of tofu, broccoli and carrots. The beverage which added colour to the whole setting and was really satisfying was strawberry juice.

Other than that, I'm going to Malaysia - Kukok tomorrow with parents and CEFC church members. It's a one day trip which means I'll be back in the night! This also means that I won't have the time to revise for the upcoming exams unless I leave it till Sunday. But looking on the bright side, I think it's going to be exciting and I'm really looking forward to it.

And not to mention something out of the topic. I seem to be happier and happier everyday and we've been communicating so well these days. My appetite is back to normal now, and my mood is always up up and away!

I'll be back with another update!

Mixed emotions

2010-10-05T19:36:00.001+08:00

Dear diary, finally I'm back again for another post.

You know, I didn't have any mood for the end of year exams this year. Is it because of myself? Is it because I didn't pay any attention in class this year honestly? Is it because I think too much? Is it because this is what all secondary students or rather secondary three students are going through and it's normal? Or is it just because I'm too stressed out?

Oh well, my Chinese paper 1 today was like crap. I spent too much time on the letter writing which is only worth 20 marks, and there wasn't enough time for me to brush up and write more for the composition which is worth 50 marks! Just look at the weight-age of both!! And what's worse is that I didn't have enough time to complete the paper 2 today. It was really terrible and horrible and this is the first time ever there's a blank on my paper! Oh well, forget it. Don't stop trying!

Accompanied Eugene for reporting today, <3

Till next time.

A picture paints a thousand words

2010-09-26T14:49:00.001+08:00

Mid Autumn

2010-09-22T20:25:00.000+08:00

Celebrated mid autumn festival yesterday with some people, namely Eugene, Minmin, Jovin, Ruifen, Joonboon and some others during the evening. Played with candles and fire crackers at an open space till night and went back home cause there's school today.

ps. I'm not letting myself shed a tear so easily again. And you, please get out of the way. You're being a very huge obstacle here, since a long time ago. You know that?

GRPS Family Carnival 2010

2010-09-19T11:35:00.001+08:00

Cooked lunch for my family again yesterday cause the practical exam is coming on next tues, which is only two days away. Pictures of the dishes will not be uploaded first.

Went to the family carnival @ grps 2010 after that with Alicia. It was around 3 in the afternoon by then and it was scorching hot. There were tons of rides from Uncle Ringo there and we couldn't decide which one to go onto cause we only have one ticket. Finally, we came to stop. But I was wearing a dress and it was kind of impossible for me to go on that ride. Went back home to change since it was near, and went back grps again. There were pony (white and black) rides in the field too.

The ride caused us $8 but it was worth it I guess, it feels like your head is gonna spin off anytime when it's spinning 360 degrees round and round and round. Saw lots of familiar faces and my neighbour gave us a brand new unused ticket. Guess what? The both of us went for that ride again. Had ice cream and drinks after that.

Eugene, YongChang, Yeeru and many other people arrived. I went back home to change for the 2nd time before going down to meet them. Walked here and there, everywhere, and they played with candles and bomb bags and made everything go 'boom!'

Then, went back home in the night.

Some pictures taken in school during for the past week.

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2010-09-16T18:16:00.001+08:00

What about all the things that you've shoved at me before? Never once did you appreciate, never once did you care for now. How am I supposed to carry on, tell me. Feeling so hurt, so tired, so devastated, and always trying to find a way to say or talk to you about all the things I'm thinking about. Well, do you even care? At least? Ask? You've only got your games, got your friends, your brothers. Well, what for then? What do you want from me now? You've got them. So many of them. You don't even need me by now. Don't you think so? Cause many others think that way too. Maybe until now you still don't understand. Maybe until now you still don't know how I feel. Is that right? For weeks, or more than a month even, those words are still stuck on my mind, on replay. I can't possibly get myself all relaxed, and even if I try to push those words you've said and all those things and feelings that I have to the back of my mind, do you think I'm really really happy, now? I really don't understand why I'm going through all these, alone. Fighting them all my myself, nobody knowing how I feel at this point of time. While you're there, with them still, like ever, maybe joking around and laughing so happily like you've never before. Cause that's how I feel, and that's what I see, always. No matter what, you can't be out of my mind, you know? I'm okay with you ignoring me, I'm not wanting so much attention from you cause I know you're always so busy and handling with lots of others stuffs, right? But once you sense my presence, once you're trying to notice me, please make it something meaningful. Seeing you like this makes me go mad. And seeing you with blah, really makes my anger boils and I feel like slapping everyone I see. You don't know all these, do you? We've rarely been communicating now, for weeks. Have you noticed? Maybe you don't see a need for all these. But I care, I see a need and well, it's a must for me. It really means a lot. You don't know how long your words can be stuck in my mind. Like scars, they can't be removed, they can't be erased. Maybe I'm a bit too pessimistic, a bit too ignorant, too arrogant, too fussy, and expect too much. Maybe I'm just a bitch in your eyes, like what you've mentioned before. Maybe, I'm not even in your mind right now. Maybe, just maybe, you don't love me anymore.

Dad's 53!

2010-09-13T18:38:00.003+08:00

Caption: Waffle bought at Sheng Shiong with mango peach spread.

It was dad's 53rd birthday yesterday. Time flies, don't you agree? He's going bald in no time!! Well, we actually wanted to go to PP, Parkway Parade for kind of a celebration, but dad took the wrong turn around PIE I guess and we were on the road towards Chinatown..

So we made do with what we have there at the coffee house, and had steamed fish head, pork floss with meat and tofu and bitter gourd with fish intestines which I didn't dare to try. Went to have a walk around and I bought this pink dolphin plush/soft toy which is extremely cute! It's similar to a birthday present that I got from WanQi years back, which was thrown away by mom cause it's dirty and trapped with dusts. We had dessert after that - almond paste, sesame paste, pineapple tarts.. and went back home in the night as term 4 starts today...

These pictures below were taken on Saturday with Alicia, where the both of us went to the community centre/sports complex opposite bukit panjang plaza.

We explored around the place and viewed the swimming pool from the top, hopefully to spot Liwen and another friend of Alicia's, Kelly. We waited and waited and finally we saw the two of them! Alicia shouted but to no avail, they couldn't hear her.

School today was boring, nothing that I can look forward to in the canteen whether during break time or after school. Well, tomorrow's gonna be a better day!

Fringe cut

2010-09-11T14:21:00.000+08:00

Vienna buffet!

2010-09-10T19:12:00.002+08:00

Caught the movie: Cats & Dogs: The Revenge of Kitty Galore together with Eugene yesterday morning. It was his treat! :) You can get the details of the movie here. It was rather humorous and out of the blue I think I've fell in love with the cute dogs in the movie. Isn't it great?

Wished Ruiqin a happy birthday, then went back home around 3pm. Headed to United Square in the evening and went for Vienna International Seafood & Teppanyaki Buffet Restaurant with family for sis's 21st birthday! Had a really great time with all the good food there and I super love the drinks and desserts cause they're ultra cute! I'm sure to go there for a sumptuous meal again!

We went to Clarke Quay after that and had a walk around, viewing the bars and restaurants and the night life there. Then, ta-da, home sweet home!

Holidays... or not?

2010-09-08T14:57:00.000+08:00

Had another cooking session with mom last Sunday. This time round it's not chicken and fish anymore, but squid with brocolli and potato with minced meat. It was also a longer session than the last cause I used three hours to cook this meal, causing all of my family members to have their dinner only at 9pm. Unfortunately, no one was really satisfied with the taste. However, it's worth a try!

On Monday, I went back to school for fnn's extra lesson. Only seven people turned up including me, awesome. Thanks to Minmin for passing me all the homework, my report book, and also the class photo. Now, I have tons of homework to complete!!

On Tues, went to Kbox located at Choa Chu Kang Centre with MinMin. Had a really fun time inside even though I was freezing. Should have brought along my jacket, huh? Went to Lot1 after that, in search of my sis's birthday present. Headed to 7-eleven for cup noodles after wards and the cashier cheated our money. We're not really persuasive neither are the both of us ignorant or whatever over a dollar or part thereof, but it's still their right cause we're their customer and at least we demanded our money back! Who was the one that taught them to talk back and find excuses and give their attitude to their customer? Moreover saying that it's our fault cause we didn't told them about it in the first place. I wonder where their eyes are located at! Not talking about their brains...

Went back to school again today for humanities.. Thanks to those who tried to cheer me up :)

Filled with happiness everyday

2010-09-05T14:50:00.003+08:00

We are shaped by our thoughts; we become what we think. When the mind is pure, joy follows like a shadow that never leaves.

Had a hands-on practical cooking session with mom yesterday. She guided me all the way from the beginning of going to the market, choosing and differentiating types of vegetables and all, to washing and cutting the ingredients - seafood, and how to season the meat. Was really happy with the results and this can actually be counted as the first time I ever cooked a dish at home. However, I guess the pomfret was stale cause it stinks!

This experience can really help me in the fnn practical that's coming up pretty soon.. and for myself of course.

Looks delicious, doesn't it? Not much points awarded for appearance/cleanliness though.

Now for the past two weeks, I guess I've been through a lot of thinking and even though until now my thinking and feelings still remain unchanged, I guess this is part of growing up. Just freeing my mind from all those fears, troubles, and occupying my mind with other things and keeping myself busy instead can actually feel so good. Never let yourself be fearful of what others might think or say, do not be worried or scared of saying the wrong words. Summing up, be brave. I guess, many has been through this before.

Anyway I went to cefc on Friday night for this testimony from this guy who's been dead and alive for two times. First was caused by a heatstroke I guess and the second was a drowning accident. He's been to both heaven, and hell. Believe it or not!

YOG flame

2010-08-23T13:27:00.002+08:00

Didn't attend school today cause I was super lazy and didn't have enough sleep. Here's why.

Yesterday evening, went to esplanade with family. It's been so long since the five of us went out together. Sometimes, brother will be working or having dance lessons, while sis will be out with other people. We first had dinner - prawn noodles, omelette, sugar cane drink near the floating platform, which makes me remember about the dance performance I had during cny this year. Caught the fireworks there.

We then proceeded to the DNA bridge at Marina Bay which is freaking cool, and continued our journey to Marina Bay Sands. It was a super long journey, to and fro, and my feet was ultra pain due to blisters and the super long walk. Caught another view of fireworks around 10.

We finally reached esplanade and had a round of supper before heading home, and by that time it was already 1 in the morning.

Fear of dogs

2010-08-22T12:32:00.003+08:00

Had another flag day yesterday which was really tiring, more tiring than the previous one. Firstly, had mac breakfast, sausage mcmuffin with egg(!) with min at 7.30am. Then, we waited for school mates to arrive and then noticed that there aren't any teachers-in-charge which was really pathetic. All of us finally got the donation tins around 9.30am.

Strolled for a pretty long distance and finally arrived at Hongkai's house with Min, Justin, Alson, XiangJun and Kenneth. Four of us didn't dare to go in at the first place cause of Berry which keeps on barking, and Cherry even though she's cute! Gotten over our fear and stepped in eventually. Had fun with Cherry and Berry was intending to bite me but he missed! :P

Went back and asked for some donations before returning the tins. Had long john silvers for lunch with Min, then I went to her house. Chit-chatted, and played some multi-player games and we both were simply addicted to this game named gold miner! Stayed till around 8pm, then went over to Eugene's house. He cooked instant noodles for me! :D

ps. you know the feeling. so why are you causing another person to experience and have the same feeling when you know it's so awful.

Life is no bed of roses,

2010-08-20T17:49:00.000+08:00

Taken during free period by Mr Ong yesterday.

Life Is No Bed of Roses
Life is no bed of roses
For roses have thorns, you see,
But handling with care and balance
Will protect from injury.
All gardens have seasons of beauty
Where the flowers of our living grow
With colours and shapes aplenty
Sweet fragrance to bestow.
Life's flowers need careful tending
For all life needs sun and rain,
And Love and Faith unending
For Hope to flower again!
- John McLeod

Fifty

2010-08-18T20:19:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday Mom!

Had dental checkup in school today. It scared me out of my wits until I went in there and knew that my teeth were healthy! :D Dance ended earlier than usual at 5pm, then went to pasarmalam with Yeeru. Accompanied Eugene for his hair cut and he bought chestnut for mom! :D

A Mother Like I Want to Be
Each year I’m extra happy on your birthday;
Your day reminds me of God’s gift to me--
A mom who gave her all to raise me right,
A mother like the one I want to be.
- Joanna Fuchs

Promise me

2010-08-17T17:30:00.004+08:00

Even though a struggle love

is all we got, but I know we're

gonna keep climbing till the

mountain top.

ITE west

2010-08-16T20:01:00.002+08:00

Headed to CEFC for this Cantonese service at 3pm with mom yesterday. Uncle David was there to perform this gospel kind of opera as a way of preaching. Didn't managed to take a photo with him though, cause he's already changed out of his costume by the time the service ended. After that, went to ITE college west with parents in the evening. It was a little empty and quiet there but we first went for a walk around and I played a fool at the sports stadium. Finally had dinner at matrix cafeteria. I ate dory fish spag.

Where the sidewalk ends

2010-08-15T12:47:00.002+08:00

Where the Sidewalk Ends

There is a place where the sidewalk ends
And before the street begins,
And there the grass grows soft and white,
And there the sun burns crimson bright,
And there the moon-bird rests from his flight
To cool in the peppermint wind.

Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black
And the dark street winds and bends.
Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow
We shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And watch where the chalk-white arrows go
To the place where the sidewalk ends.

Yes we'll walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
And we'll go where the chalk-white arrows go,
For the children, they mark, and the children, they know
The place where the sidewalk ends.

- Shel Silverstein

Liwen's house

2010-08-13T20:43:00.000+08:00

Remember?

2010-08-12T22:17:00.002+08:00

I'm trying really hard not to cry over you because every tear is just one more reminder that I don't know how to let you go.

Min's birthday > Ali's birthday > Johor

2010-08-10T13:03:00.000+08:00

Believing that tomorrow's gonna be a better day, a week has passed by. Thanks to those who actually cared and built this tower stronger :)

For the past few days, I've been packed with different activities, and I've been indulging myself with a lot of food too. Now let me start from Saturday, 7th August, which was Min's birthday. Celebrated by watching "Street Dance" together with a few guys at jurong point. Other than that, we took neoprint and they had ljs for dinner. Ernest was making her so worried when he's preparing the present and stuffs that min kept bugging us and asked for his whereabouts. We headed back to panjang area in the evening and I went back home with Abel around 12am.

Next day, 8th August, decided to go to johor with parents. Unfortunately, when we reach the malayan railway station, we realised there wasn't any more train rides unless we wait till 6pm. Which means that by the time we reach johor it's going to be late. We dropped the idea and went to Bugis instead after having our lunch. Sat on the trishaw with mom and it costs $15 after mom bargained. But it's fun after all. Bought some stuff at Bugis street and had durians after that before heading home. Rushed back down and visited Alicia for her birthday present. Chitchatted and I experienced irritating hiccups too, before going back home.

9th August, which was yesterday, went to johor bahru's city square with parents in the morning cause this time round we planned, and there was train tickets! Weird enough, isn't it? Singaporeans going to johor when it's their country's 45th birthday. Well, two missions accomplished anyway.(yay!)

The first thing we did when we reach there is.... time for breakfast! Had prata and horlicks at "Teh Sarabat" cause the kopitiam there is still closed. Shopped around, and I bought quite a number of stuff there, making this a fruitful trip. Go there yourself and know more about the place cause I'm lazy to elaborate(haha). Sat the 3.30pm train back to Singapore and bought some kiddy stuff for myself :P Home sweet home in the night and had my curry rice~

That's about it. Till next time.

2010-08-03T17:48:00.000+08:00

You know me, inside and out. So why aren't you making any move? I'm so afraid, I'm so scared. I need you by my side, every single second. I need to know that you're safe. I want to be the first one to know what you're thinking about and what happened to you. I know, it's fading away. I don't want it to be like this. I don't know what am I supposed to do. I really care. In my mind, there's only you, you, and still you. What about you?

Flag day

2010-07-31T19:27:00.001+08:00

Went for flag day @ plaza sing today. Went there with min by 700 and we had breakfast with Cp, Kirill, GimHsiang and Felix. Chatted all the way till around 11, then left with Minmin, Jasmine and Yanling to the mrt platform, hoping to collect some money.

None of us asked for donations and we sat down instead and I was sleepy.. Jasmine and Yanling left after we returned the cans and had our lunch, so min and I proceeded to cathay. Then, something really funny and stupid and frustrating at the same time happened. Was supposed to meet Felix and Cp but we couldn't find them no matter what even though we contacted each other and everything. And you know why? They were at cineleisure, not cathay!

All of us finally found each other and min and I went to lot one after that and went back home. My phone's not functioning properly again and I'm currently using the old phone..

BaoXiang's birthday

2010-07-25T22:01:00.002+08:00

Had sushi with min at bpp before meeting the rest at pending yesterday, namely Abel, Ruifen, Ruiqin, Tina, Eugene, BaoXiang, Ernest, HongKai, Weijie and lots more.. Headed to bugis junction by 960 and had lunch, which was a really tiring meal cause of the chicken wing! Pfft. Haha. Jacinda and Jovin came from iluma I think and the four of us went for neo and returned to the arcade after awhile..

Bugis street with min while the others are gaming and bought myself some accessories before heading back to find the rest. Some left first, while the others stayed, me included. Went back panjang area in the night and I went back home around 12 while some of them stayed up.

Pictures will be uploaded soon, as my mouse is currently occupying the plug and hence there's no more plugs left. Till then.

Pampered

2010-07-24T10:16:00.000+08:00

Meeting Min for lunch later and hopefully, the two pigs will be awake and join us too. Then meeting the others afterward and heading somewhere else.

School's as usual. Nothing special to be noted down.

You're Just in My Reality

In my dreams when I'm asleep
There's a frown upon my face
Thoughts of you still linger deep
But the real you left no trace

In the morning when I wake
There's a smile on my face
I don't worry that it's fake
You're reality replaced

In my dreams when I'm asleep
I no longer see your face
If my eyes begin to weep
Then my heart will start to race

In the morning when I wake
When my dreams have long since passed
In your presence I partake
And my happiness is vast

Will you be there?

2010-07-22T18:56:00.002+08:00

Realised my blog is full of pictures and not enough wordings. Now, let me just update a little.

Was really cross by somebody, let's name he/she Y during school hours yesterday. Can't believe Y can get so damn demanding. At least it's the truth, isn't it? What else can we say? It's really unimaginable, wth. Oh well, let's not talk about Y anymore.

School's been fine, except that I'm becoming more and more absent minded. Now let me remind myself that I have to get all my assignments done on time - handwritten and online. I also have to search up and down for those chemistry notes if not I'll be facing the wall, isolated.

One more week, sis's gone. This is how time flies - it's been a month!

You might not understand what I'm talking about below but anyway, I'm afraid there's gonna be cramps again for me. I wonder why, since it's only been a week since the last. But well, I hope not.

ps. stop acting/being like a retard. please.

Did you?

2010-07-19T16:59:00.000+08:00

Alicia's house

2010-07-18T13:04:00.001+08:00

Bought this 2010 donation draw by the Singapore scout association from Alicia yesterday. (Somebody must thank me! Hahaha) Went up to her house, then took lots of photos before buying supper back home for family. Saw jr and jb there as well.

This is the day

2010-07-17T13:56:00.002+08:00

Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction.
-Antoine de Saint-Exupery

Builds in me

2010-07-16T15:19:00.004+08:00

I reached home about an hour ago and came straight to the computer table.

We baked pizza which tasted perfectly awesome during f&n on Tuesday and some of the others baked cookies which tasted a bit bland. Nurrudin's group baked the perfect muffins in the perfect colour and obviously tasted perfect too. Really love practical for f&n, just that we actually had a hard time cleaning up and scraping the bits and pieces of burnt flour/dough off which got stuck onto the baking tray, and I didn't really like the capsicum and onion on the pizza but I do love the hotdogs~

Well, weeks have passed since the June holidays but I'm still wondering if it's a good thing to have a sister in school monitoring you and your movements about. I'm glad not many know about this, not yet maybe, and I think Mr Mok's a funny and friendly teacher anyway. (Just a little bit weird~)

Apart from all these, I sort of wondered if what person A told me was true. Cause I thought that, maybe that's just something to please me and shake that feeling off my mind, which he admitted to. And I hereby proclaim again that, I wasn't the one spilling the beans! Maybe that wasn't even "beans" okay! Now, let's stop this. I've been rather restless this week during school hours, unable to pay attention and never bothered about the teacher. There's various tests this week too, which are finally over by now. But there's bound to be more coming up next week I guess.

For now, I'm off to facebook.

Ruifen's birthday

2010-07-11T12:24:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, met Abel, RuiQin and Tina at plaza around 11. Had my lunch with Abel at mac, then MinMin came. Waited for RuiFen, Jacinda and YeeRu to arrive, then we headed to bukit timah around 2 after they bought Ruifen's present(she was kind of pissed off, wondering why they took so long shopping at Daiso).

Joked around and such, then had cheese and ham sandwich and hot dog for dinner at juzbite. Went to pending in the night with Abel, Tina and RuiQin and waited for Eugene and the guys to come after their lion dance training. Went back home around 12.

Funny man

2010-07-09T22:48:00.002+08:00

A path winding across the horizon
over mountains, across seas
through blue skies and gray
never ceasing, continuous.
My love for you.

- A.J. Miller -

Not confirmed outing with family tomorrow - Johor Bahru.

I'm so gonna leave my homework and assignments aside for this weekend and have some fun!

Bonding

2010-07-08T19:57:00.000+08:00

"Everyone has a photographic memory… some just don’t have film."

Just look at how time flies. Tomorrow's Friday again!

Well it seems like I'm really stressed out by studies cause I'm uncertain about everything. Pfft. Currently having muscle aches in my thighs, back, and abdomen too due to dance practices and pe it's really painful!! Argh.

Alright so the only I remembered doing for the past three days was chemistry experiments and laughing in class today until I cried.

Update next time!

Time machine

2010-07-05T14:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went east point with parent and brother for lunch. After having our main course at banquet, we went to this restaurant and had desserts. They ordered black sesame paste and I don't like the smell of it so I ate this double boiled hashima with lotus seeds and red dates.

We headed to expo after eating for the Robinson sale cause brother's searching for formal clothes for his temp job before he goes for ns. Was walking around with mom while freezing/shivering cause it's mad cold! Sister came and joined us after her church service, and she suggested that we head to D'Marquee at downtown east for cosfest 2010 named "Let's make friends!" Only caught the last part of the event cause we went there around 7 and it's gonna end at 8.

Saw lots of people dressing up as anime characters and such. Took some photos too but it's kinda blur and dark due to the lighting. Was discussing with mom that Minmin's sure gonna love and go crazy over this event cause there's guys with yellow/white hair and girls with blue/red hair! Lol. Alright, I sat this kiddy train ride too that cost $3. Waste of money, I know. But sometimes, don't you really wish you could become a kid again? Where you cry cause of a fall, and you laugh whenever somebody treats you to ice cream...

Back to reality. We left downtown east and proceeded to one of new upper changi road's coffee shop for dinner before going back home. Anyway, there's school tomorrow. "NOOOOO!" :(

Nobody said that life's gonna be easy.

2010-07-03T20:20:00.005+08:00

Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day!

I have no idea how to put my thoughts into words. Well, let me try.
Firstly, I'm really bloodless! :((((
Secondly, I finally ate some food :) Maybe this will help the above? :)
Lastly, spent my afternoon with Alicia. Went to plaza first before taking the bus and went to the playground at Fajar hoping to play the swing and let all the troubles fly away(sounds like an easy task -.-) but there's kids there playing and we can't play! :( Headed to community club afterward and home sweet home.

Spinning

2010-07-03T14:49:00.001+08:00

My head's too heavy. Laughter, washed away with the wind. No matter how hard I try, I can no longer find it back. I'm learning to view everything from a completely different angle; stop myself from making everything seem so complicated.

2010-06-30T20:02:00.000+08:00

When you did that, with all the eyes looking, I felt that I'm the happiest girl on earth for a moment. But the next second, everything just came crashing down. Please, tell me what I presumed is wrong. I'm not wanting a blame like every time saying I distrust you, I just need an explanation. A simple one. Telling me, I'm still the one. Provided that, it's true.

Stay

2010-06-29T21:00:00.000+08:00

If everything's fine, I swear that it will never happen again and I don't care even if doing will cause disputes.

^^ Sixth!

2010-06-27T12:19:00.002+08:00

Met Alicia and LiWen yesterday and headed to Bugis. Finally gotten myself a new school bag there. Was wondering if I should get the dark brown one, but in the end I bought something like light caramel? It's still quite big for me anyway. Next stop, far east. Didn't buy anything there, and we went back to Bugis after that. Walked around, then waited for the bus.

Went back to panjang in the evening and bought some food at plaza. LiWen went back home after that. Then Alicia and I went back to plaza again in search of something but we couldn't find it. Actually wanted to go back home after that since it's already 9plus, but I went to Alicia's house instead. Took over hundreds of photos (but I'll only upload some) and played with her soft toys and had food inside her room. Oily stuff!! Had fun "ransacking" her wardrobe too and finally went back home at 11.30pm.

Another day,

2010-06-25T12:39:00.001+08:00

I've been sleeping for twelve hours every single day, I wonder if I'll be able to wake up for school on Monday morning. I remember being late for the first day of school this year. That was embarrassing. Well, since sis's coming along too, I think we'll be going together.

Just done my nails yesterday, painted them pink. Out of boredom actually. And I feel stupid doing them cause I have to remove them after a few days. Whats more, they're not nicely done, with some thicker than the other. Oh well, forget it.

I'm into books again. Have been reading "Breathing Underwater" by Julia Green for the past few days. Looks like it's a quick start for me to prepare for school.