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I love living life simply, away from the hustle and bustle of the city. Don't you think it's really peaceful just to be able to sit around, relax, and be with the one you love? I don't expect much, but just take whatever comes my way with a positive attitude. I learn best from first-hand experiences, hence I dislike it when people tries to constraint me and forbid me from trying new things. Everyone have a different view about every single thing. What matters is doing what you like and feels happy about, ignoring all discrimination and judging, and stand up for what you believe in. ♥ (L.AiYin)
Never the same

So many things are happening. They're devastating, troubling, agitating and, irritating. But, hold on. Look, I'm still here, still around, surviving, moving on and living my everyday to the fullest <3 Bringing my faith along with me through it all.

It doesn't really matter anymore, I know it won't make any difference at all, even when I don't get to the bottom of this. I don't really want to care, it's well, depressing for me. To know of such stuffs happening, since god knows when. Commencing on a typical Saturday. Thoughts were running wild, things were getting out of hand. I felt, lots of mixed feelings and emotions. There might be different possibilities, different scenarios, I don't know, or they might even be well planned beforehand. Pursuing about this, won't make a change.

Just on and on and on, like the ferries wheel, like a train on the track. Moving, strolling, pausing and stopping at different stations and places, until it finally reaches its destination.

Don't stop, keep up with your actions. If you may. I'll wait, until that day, when this spell breaks, and when you know the truth and fucking regret. Maybe all your life. You can run, but you can never hide. Think twice. Thrice.

As for you, better take opportunities in all different areas. I'm not the me before anymore, I myself feel a change and I think it's in a good way. For your actions, bear all consequences. Learn when to stop and prevent yourself from crossing the line.

People whom have seen my other side, how I critisize, how I go bonkers and all fed up, how I feel all low and depressed, how I would feel on cloud nine. I know of whom who'd accepted, I've found them. Regardless of my true self/other self which I don't present before normals. But I know the limits. I won't think twice about, that.

Lots of love, Aiyin.

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